Thought of the Morning

I have so many thoughts and so little time to fall in love with all of them!

Last night went out with a few friends to Keg South on US1 and 104. I like the place cause it is pretty much a hole in the wall. If you don't know it, you won't find it. Had a few, yea right a few, drinks. Recorded some video of the occasion which I will edit and put up later. Yesterday I also purchased a Flip Mino HD camcorder. You know those pocket sized camcorders. Yes! I am quite excited about this. The things I'll be able to record in this life of mine. This is all for now.

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

Can't believe today I lose the job I loved the most and go back to Concierge monkey for apple.

Mobile Bits

Maybe for a moment, words are unnecessay. Maybe something better has passed: something understood.

Thought of the Morning

"I want to make you happiest and hurt you the most" I love that line from Common.

Mornings Night

Another day passes by and the wiser you get. Today was filled with bits of hills of emotion. Nothing serious though. I have finally made my peace. Thing go a rye for a reason, which you won't see right away. Given sometime it is made clear. I am happy for my last year. I don't have much to write so here is a song/poem I wrote last October when I was spending my days in a Smith dorm room. Yes it was about her, she has not even seen it. I did however tell her about it once...I was to shy to show her. Now all of you can see it!


enter into a dream or is this reality
i can’t seem to figure out the name of this song
how can it be that the roses died so long
and these dreams that dance are not about me anymore
face it you have been dropped

dropped to another floor in the sky scrapper
dreaming of never will do capers
you are my song
my long lost cause

broken records of puzzle and pesters
never would I have been mayor of this county
the song keeps ringing my heart comes a singing
roses reanimate after death
oh what a beautiful scene

the scene rehearsed the return
hearts can be so worn
wake up my love it’s just a storm
and this is how I can wake!

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

I rather feel hurt, than live dead!

Rough, Rough, Rough, Says Mr.Dog

The last couple of days have been a bit rough. Realizing that this relationship has ended, having to tell the store I was transferring to that it is just not happening, and losing my position in the store for my previous one....which is pretty much a demotion in my eyes.

An hour later: I have some good people to talk with. What was previously written was how I was feeling before I spoke to a good ear and a great mind. Puts things into perspective. I have to stop fighting my pain and embrace it. Then move on! Easier said than done, but it is possible and I know this. I am going to try my best to get better. I am getting...I don't know the word but I just don't feel like writing anymore for them moment...maybe I'll add some more later.

-jairo

Tandem Existentialism Limbo

Nothing was written on Sunday...bad me! My weekend was a great treat. Filled with comic books, 30 second conversation about Miami people and thinking that they are entitled to everything with a publix cashier, speaking on weather on a dark night with an employee at walgreen's. My weekend was one filled with such hope cause of the simple matter of opening conversation with complete strangers. Liberating. Don't get me wrong, I am no great conversation starter, yet, but I am getting comfortable once again with just saying hello and asking a simple question to someone. Joy! Oh don't watch I Love You, Beth Cooper! Movie wasn't so good. Peace!

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

Talking. Such a foreign concept for me, seems like it is not so foreign anymore.