Song of the Day

Justice - Genesis

Thought of the Morning

My mind thinks way too much!

Song of the Day

The Beastie Boys - Intergalactic

Beasty Boys - Intergalactic
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Thought of the Morning

Saw a meteor shower last night, simply amazing!

Song of the Day

Jay-Z Ft. Alicia Keys - Empire State of Mind

Thought of the Morning

Time to get up and change!

Song of the Day

John Mayer - Comfortable

Thought of the Morning

Sometimes being comfortable is not bad, just a state of mind in which all your guards can be let down. Comfortable.

Song of the Day

Nickelback - Photograph

Thought of the Morning

I wonder how many photos of me are out in the world?

Song of the Day

Santogold - Find A Way

Thought of the Morning

Why is it that when you feel safe, you feel as though everything is at its worse?!

Song of the Day

She & Him - Why Do You Let Me Stay Here?

Thought of the Morning

Whether to be convivial or concerned is the sentiments of the morning...

Song of the Day

The White Stripes - Dead Leaves And The Dirty Ground

Thought of the Morning

I see your face and I look away!

Thought of the Morning

Peeling away like the layers of an onion, that is what I am...a funky union!

Song of the Day

Snow Patrol - Set Your Glass Down

Moving Along....

I can't leave now. Things have changed in "The Game". I must stay for support, I must stay to do something I have never been able to do in my life...fight!

Derp

My mind is flying 1,000,000mph, need drugs right MEOW!

Song of the Night

John Murphy - In A Heartbeat

Song of the Day

Alicia Keys - Like You'll Never See Me Again

Alicia Keys - Like You'll Never See Me Again [New]
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Thought of the Morning

If I was a piece of furniture I would be a chair. Ever holding you up!

Song of the Day

Feist - I Feel It All

Thought of the Morning

Death of the heart, the worst death their is!

Far Yet Close...But Far!

My apologies for being so far away with you my dear blog. Many a day has passed which I have posted one line thoughts and obnoxious music. Do not fear though I am still breathing this worlds air writing...or at least that is what I call it.

I have been having some pretty colorful dreams and ones that are not, yet are. Great to see such beautiful faces made like old. I am going to go write later now. Time for voice lessons!

Song of the Night

Bishop Allen - Like Castanets

Thought of the Evening

This world is so beautiful, cause how can a ugly mug like me be with someone as beautiful as you!?

Six Minutes You're On!

6 minutes till I must clock back in for lunch. What can I say within those 6 minutes?

In Sunrise helping the store in Galleria Mall.
Sleeping over a friends house later.
Passed out on the Back of House table for lunch.
My glasses keep falling off my face.
15 minute break included strawberry cheese cake and chocolate milk.
Need more chocolate in my life.
As the weather gets better so does the scenery.
Has two minutes now.
Dreams of cashews and hugs.
Would be awesome if a beer would appear right now.
...I am off a minute earlier than planned...so that would make it 5 minutes...BYE!

Song of the Day

Just to give you the 411, this video was used in a commercial for a Sony ad. Enjoy!

Jose Gonzalez - Heartbeats

Thought of the Afternoon

Never deny what you feel...unless you're me!

Song of the Day

Hot Hot Heat -Bandages

Thought of the Morning

I was asked the other day, when was the moment that I was just happy? I answered with no hesitation, "when I went on a trip to Massachusetts, to see my girlfriend at the moment!" See, when I landed and drove out to her school to see her I was so excited to see her my heart was beating in a rapid rate. After driving around for an hour I met up with her at a crosswalk. My eyes lit up at the sight of her and this feeling that I can not describe just rushed over me of great joy. That is one moment where I was just...happy!

Song of the Day

Calexico and Iron & Wine - He Lays In The Reins

Thought of the Morning

Up at the crack of dawn and feeling fantastic...how is that, especially since I did not sleep?

Lesson One

So here is a little video of the first song I had to learn on only one month of lessons. Mind you I am horrible and not trying to wake anyone up in the house while I was doing this. I hope you guys are loving me making an ass of myself?!

Untitiled

Felt the need to write something, so this plopped out!

Right the wrongs of the past
with our present conveniences
herald the trumpets
to beckon our return
the truth is upon us
together we will know
together we will never depart

Another Thief for the Thievery

Thievery Corporation was amazing last night. The lights, music, friends, were just perfect. I have not enjoyed myself out at a concert for quite sometime now. On my feet through the whole concert made my leg turn to mush...maybe as well that I worked before the concert as well added to it. I need more concerts....MOAR!

Song of the Day

Lura - Na Ri Na

Thought of the Morning

My legs, they are of jello! Good jello at that!

Sighing Excitement

Good things popping today! Thievery Corporation tonight at the Fillmore. I think the excitement inside me is going to burst out and dance with joy. Only thing that is holding me...work...I have to get through that little darn thing. Ah, well! Good morning everyone!

Song of the Day

From the musical "Man of La Mancha" - Impossible Dream

Thought of the Morning

Let my mouth explode with the hearts desires!

Untitled Poem

looking into you
i see endless possibilities
if only my heart could be brave
and my lips follow its lead
everything would be perfect
as if spring rose from the floor boards
for now still stricken
stricken by the beauty you exude
i feel i won't be able
able to be with you
till that time comes around
i'll step closer to you
open my mouth
"hello"

Hello, Post #200!

I am finally on 200. Yes, I do know most of the posts are the "Thought of the Morning and Song of the Day", yet still they are my posts. On this 200 occasion I am going to become a stronger writer and put more of what is really on my mind daily...if possible. I am going to put in the Thought of the Morning and Song of the Day here, enjoy!

Thought of the Morning:

I take three steps forward...that's it!


Song of the Day:

The Mountain Goats - This Year

Random Tid Bits

Me: I want to get this thing you put up by the wall that holds all my books and has planks you stack them up on.

Co-Worker: You mean a bookshelf?!

Me: In a word...Yes!

Me: ...

Let me clarify this a bit. I can be pretty descriptive about simple things cause I plainly just forget the word. Happens more than I feel comfortable saying. Funny none-the-less when it happens and I end up giving a description for a bookshelf.

Great Question!

Went over to a friends tonight. We started talking about where we thought we would be at this age? I looked at him and told him honestly...I've always thought I would be dead. In a way it has hampered me. Walking around with this big death wish, while not really wishing it. Now, things are really going to change. Life needs to be lived and now at this age I am going to be whatever I am supposed to be...a bad musician!!!!! heeheehee!

Mobile Bits

I look at my hands as if they are mirrors, reflecting your touch.

Love For That Thing That Makes Your Ears Feel Sad!

I like to hear crappy music. Why you ask? Well, someone sat down and said I am going to make this type of music and it is going to be awesome. Minus the awesome, someone made it. I applaud that they did something and from there figure out exactly what was on the singer/singers mind. I need more bad music. I think the perfect woman would have the same feeling towards bad music...seriously! Whatever I make is definitely bad music. Well, bad music to popular masses. Maybe today I will spend it making a totally "AWESOME" song!

Song of the Day

Fatty Spins - Apple Store Love Song


Song makes me baww!

Thought of the Morning

Politicians are just that...Monkeys!

Song of the Day

Frank Sinatra - One For My Baby And One More For The Road

Thought of the Morning

Change takes time to get accustomed to, even between ex-lovers.

Song of the Day

The Beatles - Something

Thought of the Morning

Things in my life need a serious reorganization. I will just place that out there!

Song of the Day

John Mayer - Dreaming With A Broken Heart

Thought of the Morning

I love it when the weather drops even just a few degrees. Makes me want to be with someone special.

Song of the Day

Wyclef Jean & Eve - Your Love

Thought of the Morning

Where will the journey of life take us? Where will it split us?

Dream Capture

For the brief moment my eyes closed last night I had a dream...after god knows how long. And here we go:

It started off with me waking up at an ex's house. Haven't been there in awhile. Figured we had probably gotten hammered the night before. I ran into the ex's parents while walking towards the ex's room, which we exchange pleasantries. The father goes on to offer me an old pictures frame that he had since he was in the war. From that point we talked about war. After that moment we headed to what seemed to be a weird living room, from there I do not remember much than staring deep into my ex's eyes and waking up. Her eyes seemed very sad when I looked in them.

That's all...I know very uninteresting, but then again I don't dream much!

Song of the Day

311 - Love Song

Thought of the Morning

When you are truthful you end up not sleeping for another night.

Tipsy So What You Think of That?

You grow apart but still feel something burning. May not be much, but still there. I never can understand when you fall in love with someone, it ends and you still feel the same after the fact...when you see them! Damn, how you wish it can all just go away. Yet, beautiful still that you ever felt that way for someone before. Love, love, damn love, you know how to play me and make me, shake me, brake me, and re-create me! I feel like writing a love song to love. Maybe I will...peace!

Song of the Day

Mick Boogie & Peter, Bjorn, and John - Stay This Way

Music Videos

Thought of the Morning

To be back in high school again!

Song of the Day

A Tribe Called Quest - Find A Way

Thought of the Morning

Sometimes being a loner is best...for everyone!

Song of the Day

Greenland - The Way It Is

Thought of the Morning

It was all a dream!

Grim Reapn'

"I feel like death is fucking calling me", best said by Biggie. I start with that cause currently I feel that way. Accidents that have been happening to me. All I can do is laugh. Nervous tick. I have been wondering what would it be like to die. What is on the other side, you know! Is heaven real? Or, will I wake to another existence...NAH! I wonder, is death calling for my number? Car accidents, body doing crazy shit, getting into confrontations, and so it goes. Damn, I am just blabbing. Sorry, I am going to end it here.

Song of the Day

Regina Spektor - Hero Of The Story

Thought of the Afternoon

i don't want to change you, but i do want to make you something different!

Song of the Day

She & Him - You Really Got A Hold On Me

Thought of the Morning

If only to be with you another day, would make everything wrong wash away...

Song of the Day

The Smiths - There Is A Light That Never Goes Out

Thought of the Morning

I wonder where would my life have turned if my family never moved here.

Song of the Day

M.O.P. - Handle Ur Bizness

Thought of the Morning

When you hold the world on your shoulders, who holds you up?

Song of the Day

Colin Hay - Just Don't Think I'll Ever Get Over You

Thought of the Morning

You struck a cord, now forever will it play!

Works from the Little Green Moleskine

Written during a night out at PS14.

No words can be used
hand signals, and stomps
Can this be what the elders spoke of
Love gone most a rye
Fooled thought of forever
Eyes blaring through a cloud of smoke
Devil's drink arrogates the worlds senses
The end of all that commences
Stomp and flail
You're still gone
My heart...still frail

-jairo

Song of the Day

Violent Femmes - Good Feeling

Thought of the Morning

While one side awakes, the other lays dormant.

Thought of the Evening

...to live is to suffer. To survive is to find meaning in the suffering.

Song of the Day

Calvin Harris - Ready for the Weekend

Thought of the Morning

...it's like showing up to work early, you wonder what the hell you are doing here! 8P

Works from the Little Green Moleskine

So, this new headline is going to be works from my different Moleskine. Notably, my little green one! Here is a little something I wrote during the week at a friends house in North Miami Beach, while staring at her ceiling.

Write me a letter, simple, and true.
Mail it to last year, when our love truly bloomed.
Signed "forever till today". Oh, what a day!
You're gone now and I have forgotten how to be with you.
It's okay life goes on anyway.
I'll write myself a letter, addressed to tomorrow.
Hope the next gets it with no delay!

-jairo

Song of the Day

Musiq Soulchild - Just Friends (Sunny)

Thought of the Morning

This a means to an end...or a beginning!

Song of the Day

Rilo Kiley - Bulletproof

Thought of the Afternoon

Been thinking a lot lately...maybe we should have a siesta!

Song of the Day

Rick Ross - Hustlin'

Thought of the Morning

Time to get my ass back on that grind!

Months Later

I've been going through a roller-coaster of emotion the past couple of months. Not knowing what to expect from myself. I've disappointed and impressed myself...at the same time. Quite odd really. Lets not deter ourselves I have very little time to compress everything to catch you up on, "you" being everyone I imagine actually looks at my want-to-be blog.

Start Act I: I have started picking up voice lessons. I love the release of it. Being closed up for 16 years from singing and now exhaling all that built up dudgeon, exasperation. God, I love it...though my throat does not. It'll get over it.

Act 2: I've been keeping my head in books. Many books. Things I should have read years ago really. Well time flies, and I have found my gun. All and all it has gone pretty productive.

Act 3: Still building my own fashion sense. From the look of it, it's going well! I have more confidence when I am out. I feel better as a person cause I am all cleaned up.

That is all for now...I can definitely expand on all three more, but I just don't have the time right now. We'll see if later on I can right some more. Chao!

PS: I am also learning French!

Song of the Day

Slipknot - Dead Memories

Thought of the Morning

A tenor is born, and his throat is giving him the finger!

Song of the Day

Andrew Bird - Imitosis

Thought of the Morning

Feeling extraordinarily ordinary today.

Song of the Day

I love the montage scene from "Haggard" which has this song playing in the background for it.

HIM - You Are The One

Thought of the Morning

As dark as it gets, my light will out shine it!

Song of the Day

Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova - When Your Mind's Made Up

Thought of the Morning

Sometimes you just want to stay in bed, and not get up!

Song of the Day

Magnetic Fields - The Book of Love

Thought of the Morning

What a night!

Song of the Day

Lykke Li - Everybody but Me

Thought of the Day

Day six of working. One more day in which I may take a breath

Song of the Day

Stars - One More Night

Thought of the Morning

Feeling empty is no excuse.

Thought of the Morning

I want to know myself better. Who am I, really?

Thought of the Morning

Smiles are always free.

Thought of the Morning

Happy Birthday...to me...I guess...

Thought of the Late Evening

Only a few minutes till my 26th year on this planet. Wonder what another 26 holds?

Song of the Day

Song of the day today is not only a song but a clip of an episode of "Dead Like Me". It moved something in me...

Metisse - Nomah's Land

Thought of the Morning

I don't have much time. So it is time to make it all happen.

Thought of the Afternoon

Always remember the simple things.

What the Mind Does to Simple Concepts (Poem)

Quite an old writing of mine. Felt it needed to be put out there:

when you feel as though there's no you or me, but us. so strong a feeling to be lost in a eternal ballet of human emotion. castrates the sedimentary process of psycho analogy to re-theorize our mere existence. a process so antagonistic of it's own purpose it defeats its own residual purpose. the us factor. intelligently created to immobilize the thought process from actual realization. endo-chromatic beacons of emotion play elaborate pieces, unfiltered to our minds. in short...i still feel you

-jairo

Song of the Day

John Legend - Everybody Knows

Thought of the Morning

Where does one fly to if your wings have been clipped?

you invent ones to replace them and let the wind take you away!

Thought of the Morning

I want to remember you, but the dead have no memories.

Incontrovertible

Our laughs fade into morrows' embrace
As we vociferate our vows of hate
I stand in an incontestable rate
"Don't leave me in the rain"
Last words derived from a minuet vernacular
She went on morrows'
No more

-jairo

I might add more later...we'll see!

Song of the Day

Mayer Hawthorne - I Wish It Would Rain

Thought of the Morning

Life seems like a dream sequence...remember the important parts, forget all the smalls things

Song of the Day

Damien Rice and Ray LaMontagne - To Love Somebody

Thought of the Afternoon

Spent all day sleeping, the night wandering the streets. What is my mind thinking?

Song of the Day

Feist and Ben Gibbard - Train Song

Thought of the Morning

I will beat those demons in me.

Song of the Day

Parry Gripp - Chimpanzee Riding A Segway

Thought of the Morning...but way later!

I am scared!

Song of the Day

Artofficial - Eyes of a Stranger

Thought of the Morning

I need more words, MOAR!

Song of the Day

Eels - Lone Wolf

Thought of the Morning

Waking up to the sound of rain tapping against the window is calming to the pensive mind.

LOL!

Seriously!Seriously!Seriously!Seriously!

Song of the Day

I haven't heard this song in awhile.

Verve Pipe-The Freshman

Thought of the Morning

"Hey glad girls, only want to get you high," is stuck in my head!

Thought of Whenever

Missed the morning, and yesterdays thoughts. Oh well!

Thought of the Morning

How can I make this blog interesting?

Understanding (Poem)

could it have been a dream
angelic to the touch
i can feel your presence
even though the time adds up
realities rays penetrate
i follow my ebb in destiny
even if you are not with me
i might not have been affable
this point is not my plateau
you made life amazing to live
aesthete to love
learn to be great
i thank you and your grace
as i stare to the above
i believe in a higher being cause you gave me love
because you gave me, love!

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

You get up and wonder how the next day is going to be, and then wake up wondering what the next
day is going to be!

Hello! Post #101

So, this is my 101 post on my blog. Not very exciting really. But, it is something. Worked most of the day as usual. I spent it thinking of what I am. You ask what that is? I will give you the answer in a moment. *Insert brief intermission here* I am a loner. Of course I am not being sentimental wanker, just realizing that it has always been that way. I still will be a social person and get better at it. Yet, my true nature is that of one who needs to be left to himself mostly. In a relationship I feel connected to someone, that ends, then it is back to the loner. I am not wallowing just being honest. I go back to my loners meadow and better myself for the next, or the previous. At work I wrote a little something on my arm. Writing just flew from one hand and on to the other arm. Here is what I wrote:

Try to speak
not much is being heard
press upon your lips
fall into love
wait for eternity
leave with insanity

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

I am a lone wolf! *insert blood curdling howl here*

Thought of the Morning

Life is better without pointless hours of television

Dream Capture

In this current dream was a simple motif. It started off with me being driven from what it looked like Midtown, Miami. As the female driver, who I can't seem to remember exactly who it was, was taking me home. We catch a glimpse of a sign on a small corner store. My name was on this set sign and the sign was a list of people from a journal class. I ask to stop in the store and buy some ice cream, cause you know you have to buy ice cream when you see your name for a journal class in front a random corner store in Midtown. I step inside and see the same sigh again with my name on it. I forgot to add that the sign has my name signed by me. I grab an ice cream from this rickety old freezer. Walk over to the counter to get it checked out. I think there was about three people behind the counter. Only one was the cashier, the other two seemed background noise. He rings me up the total is $24.05. Yes, pretty pricey for ice cream, but you know when you need it you just got to have it. I pull out the cash for it, as well mistakenly a $10 bill which I reach out for and put back. As the cashier is checking the bills the $20 turns out to be a fake. He calls some number and gives the operator on the other end the number off the bill. Yes, it is a fake is the verdict. He hangs up and say it does not matter much really. He will take the $20 cause who really checks. Then as I thank him and start walking away, I wake.

I have really been trying to remember my dreams. I want to go back to them, you know? I have had a couple this week but I could not remember them when I awoke.

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

Where do I go from here?

Thought of the Wee Morning

I can't believe to have woken up after the nights rest.

Mobile Bits

Quote of the day is brought to you by David.

"keep your back hand strong"

Thought of the Morning

Oh, how nice it would be to fall asleep once again. Damn work!

Moving (Poem)

The faster we move away
the slower time gets
forgetting all regrets
or putting them aside for another stay
placate your mood
dance with me this one last tune
this is our hearts last parade
lets make out under our tree
one last time, for me?
this is our moving on today
we are leaving each other
forever and a day...

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

Rowan Atkinson is, The Man! Long live The Black Adder!

Thought of the Morning

Time to face the consequences of my actions!

Camera 1 is Dead

Saturday, Saturday! I spent the night dancing away any troubles that had arisen in me during the day. It was a fun night with great music ranging from Tupac to James Brown. There was even a bit of swing playing during the night. I love when I am lost in the music and dance so much that a space forms for my partner and I. Which happened of course. This night also consisted of a amazing burlesque show. The Theme,"Classic Rock". Man, was that fun!

Sunday was a packed day. I spent most of the morning in Oleta park mountain biking. My butt still hurts today from it. I am definitely adding it to my activities list. I'll see if I can do it two times a month. I swear the trails were endless. I of course did a few Novice trails and even a great deal of Intermediate ones. Just for those out there that look for me to actually have fallen, I have not. But, I did ride into a tiny pit next to a make-shift bridge. No I did not fall just in a pit looking like an asshole...fun!

I also spent the day working on my car. Purchased some new speakers for the car too! They sound real good. Too bad that the work I was doing on the car did nothing for the overheating. I don't know what else it can be. Cars can be such a pain. So many things have already been ruled out. I'll figure it out if it kills me.

Well, that was most my weekend. I hope everyone has a good day.

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

I am awake...WHY!!!!!!!!

A Quick Late Night What's Up!

OMG! What a great night. Hope everyone else is doing well out there in blogger land!

Dream Capture

I don't remember too much of my dream. I can tell you one thing it was pretty long. I was in sometime of place that looks like it hold Sweet Sixteen's. People in the dream were raving about this psychologist. He was a fairly tall, black man who was a bit portly. He spoke so eloquently, but can relate to anyone from any background. He did little experiments around the place with different people to show how our reactions can be "figured out." I did one of course. It blew my mind in the dream. I spent many a hour in dream world having these in depth conversations about myself. The dream ends. I wake to music from Broken Social Scene.

I take from this that I was talking with myself. Of course the people in your dreams are not real. Or so we say!? I was making sense of things that I plan on doing in my future, and to cope with certain things in the present. Very refreshing. Very!

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

Boozes, Friends, Laughter, Cigarettes, New Friends, and Fond Farewells!

Thought of the Morning

Wake up knowing the unknown is known to me unknowingly!

Oh, you need to check Ryan Leslie out!

Convo's

[22:09:04] finding my road within the fork says:
when you went
[22:09:57] Terry says:
i blame canada
[22:10:19] finding my road within the fork says:
i do too
[22:10:23] finding my road within the fork says:
but yea apply to both
[22:10:25] finding my road within the fork says:
no worries
[22:12:09] Terry says:
i will apply to your face
[22:12:11] Terry says:
!
[22:14:25] finding my road within the fork says:
no you will not
[22:14:34] finding my road within the fork says:
cause i don't accept black people
[22:14:44] Terry says:
lmao poor bird
[22:14:47] finding my road within the fork says:
especially ones who remind me of black keys on a piano
[22:14:47] Terry says:
you punchedededed it
[22:14:52] finding my road within the fork says:
lol
[22:15:12] finding my road within the fork says:
he deserved it pretentious ostentatious biatch!!!
[22:15:35] finding my road within the fork says:
JAIRO FTW!!!!!!
[22:15:53] finding my road within the fork says:
mind you i was talking about the bird
[22:16:20] Terry says:
lol
[22:16:34] Terry says:
you just called him the most FOULEST INTELLECTUAL SHIT

[22:17:22] finding my road within the fork says:
indeed
[22:23:05] Terry joins conversation
[22:23:11] Terry says:
i get so lost on flickr
[22:23:16] finding my road within the fork says:
why?
[22:23:18] Terry says:
i go from one pic to another then another
[22:23:27] Terry says:
and i'm searching for random shit in the end lol
[22:23:37] finding my road within the fork says:
then you wake up in your underwear in walmart?
[22:23:46] Terry says:
yus
[22:23:50] finding my road within the fork says:
damn
[22:23:52] Terry says:
in fact i'm there now
[22:23:54] finding my road within the fork says:
at least i am not alone
[22:23:57] Terry says:
on the toilet
[22:24:00] finding my road within the fork says:
holy shit
[22:24:09] Terry says:
flickr = teleporter
[22:24:10] finding my road within the fork says:
i am normally in the women's section by the bras
[22:24:14] finding my road within the fork says:
i don't know why????
[22:24:27] Terry says:
it's god telling you that he's going to gift you with boobies
[22:24:35] finding my road within the fork says:
we have found the rip in the time continuum
[22:24:44] finding my road within the fork says:
i hope so
[22:25:02] finding my road within the fork says:
i'll feel up on myself everyday...you know just to make sure i don't have breast cancer!!!!111!1!
[22:25:07] Terry says:
I've seen this black man before http://www.flickr.com/photos/inflekt/3762002707/
[22:25:10] Terry says:
I KICKED HIM IN THE FACE
[22:25:34] finding my road within the fork says:
i picked his wallet!!!!
[22:25:46] Terry says:
what'd you find?!@?!!
[22:27:28] Terry says:
i love this picture lol http://www.flickr.com/photos/inflekt/3400553962/in/set-72157621471477217/
[22:27:29] finding my road within the fork says:
i found two lent balls and a free drink at startbuck's after 2 o'clock yesterday!!!
[22:27:44] finding my road within the fork says:
oh janell
[22:27:53] finding my road within the fork says:
you look like you are on riddlen and hatred!
[22:28:19] finding my road within the fork says:
whoops i meant riddlin
[22:28:39] finding my road within the fork says:
wait ritalin!
[22:28:43] Terry says:
lol
[22:28:46] finding my road within the fork says:
HA VIKTOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
[22:30:30] finding my road within the fork says:
i think we need to bust some raps right now
[22:30:39] finding my road within the fork says:
i'll start it out with the first line
[22:30:44] finding my road within the fork says:
i'm hungry as hell/
[22:30:56] Terry says:
so i drove to taco bell
[22:31:15] finding my road within the fork says:
yo now that's delicious
[22:31:26] Terry says:
they've got the mad dishes
[22:31:51] finding my road within the fork says:
oh shit oh shit this nigga has the mad shits!
[22:32:53] Terry says:
remedy with the pepto
[22:34:51] finding my road within the fork says:
yo that shit is petrol
[22:35:13] Terry says:
nigga's gonna need a colonoscopy
[22:35:46] finding my road within the fork says:
or one bad ass biopsy
[22:36:08] Terry says:
lol i cant think XD
[22:36:26] finding my road within the fork says:
but what, we can drink!
[22:38:29] Terry says:
lol no srsly haha
[22:39:02] finding my road within the fork says:
f' that we stand together like evil villans bwahahahahaha!
[22:39:22] finding my road within the fork says:
(lol)
[22:39:57] Terry says:
lol wtf XD
[22:40:30] finding my road within the fork says:
we are the 1337 rap stars
[22:40:41] finding my road within the fork says:
eat your heart out soujah boy...or however you spell it

I Just Don't Know (Poem)

I walk around my mind world. Black and white technicolor, if that makes sense. I walk to canvas hung taught across imaginary string. Old home movies play, but they are not home movies but memories. A smiling face here. Tears there. Hardship everywhere. What does the future hold is the next thought. I'll wait an see till the next one. Let love find me again...let love find me again

Thought of the Morning

No dreams this night...not much sleep either! Also, I am going to skip my hour prose this morning!

Thought of the Morning

One karate chop or two?

Dream Capture

Dream sequence begin. Sleep to myself in a school setting, but it's empty. I am with some kind of swat team. We are planning to rescue a few people from what seems to be a secret room under the school. We use a special machine that shoots a radar and pin points all the people at the location of the bomb on a screen. We rush in with no force. As we keep pushing on we find the bomb and the suspect. Strangely enough we do not arrest him but walk around this strange cave setting and speak to the people he had hostage. I leave after a few minutes of this.

I end up a few years younger in my neighborhood. Things have changed. Reminds me a bit of Staten Island, but in Miami. Everything is on a small hill. All the parks I know are being worked on to look better, more inviting. I have mother chauffeuring me around. We park at one park which looks like the backside of an old Staten Island church we used to go to. Someone step in front of the car, he seems familiar...don't remember who though. We start talking to each other and I end up changing my shirt.

I am heading down what I feel is US1. I have a plan to meet people down in Homestead, but the place we are suppose to meet is closed for the moment. I drive north all the way till Brickell. Why, I don't know? I make it park the car and start walking down the street. Street vendors all over selling Dolphin (the football team) paraphernalia to people. Especially, trying real hard for me to purchase. I decline each one. Take a detour of the sidewalk. I look at my phone, missed call. Call the person back...and I awake.

Pretty trippy. Nothing to crazy. I want to see where this goes with my dreams. See what else comes to fruition. Hope you readers out there enjoy this. I am becoming my own project. Testing, observing, and analyzing myself. A bit weird. But, very fun! I am off to the thought of the morning.

-jairo

Finisehd Never

So, today I have finally finished a short story/short film I've been working on for the last two years or so...maybe less. It's called Darker Days for Brighter Nights. It's about a love gone a rye. The thoughts of both parties during a period of time, and the world bringing them back just to see what happens. I am not good at explaining things well but that is the basis of my story. In other news my art works still sucks. Heeheehee! It never was really great to begin with but what the hell.

I am going to write about a dream I just had about five minutes ago. I had fallen asleep 30 minutes before this.

Wake up in some space age type museum where I have control of the place. People are stuck in different parts of the interstellar ship. Of course they are all shipped like domes, but some are open. I head to one suck place where it looks like a ring of bubble doors. Two points on it are actually enclosed. In the bubbles are animals you would see here on Earth. After noticing someone who annoyed me in the dream in one of the closed circles in the bubble place. I let all the animals free to run around this area. After which I think it was a lion, I don't really remember to well. Well they told me to open the rest of the ship up. I did! animals were running all over the place. People were not on lock down anymore. As I stepped out of one of the doors and locked it behind me I felt free...then I woke up to drool!

Maybe all this was from me listening to the Giant Sand while passed out. But hey whatever. I am going to try another approach to my writing, this will consist of me writing about any dreams I have. Hopefully this will encourage my mind to dream some more and me to explain things more in detail and with better emotion. All for the sake of writing. I'm off folks. Good Nite!

-jairo

Goreific (Poem Macabre)

Feel something evil inside. A pulse. No. Open your eyes. The hunger will consume. Trigger disposition of the delirium cut from the soul. Hunger. Hair swinging across its face. Eyes nowhere to be seen. Lost in the dark abyss of the skull. Melodic melody of torture, bones, and sinew. Howl at the now empty room. Blood splattered walls. The trigger has been released. The animal revealed. You were the trigger.

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

To be there with no inhibition is a false statement in of its own!

Must Watch This!

Watch it! Love it!

-jairo

To Each Is Own Salad

I am planning on moving to France within a year, maybe more, maybe less. I am looking at going to American University in Paris to finish my studies. Since I will be in Miami Dade for the next year I will be CLEPT'ing crazy amount of classes to get them out of the way with only one test. So, instead of four years I might be able to get by with only two, which I can transfer credits to AUP and be in France! For now it's a side plan.

Lately I have been opening up parts of myself I had not seen in years. Voice lessons is a big step for me. I have been cowering away from music since 5th grade. After, an incident in chorus class, I had never wanted to sing again. My teacher is amazing, and as well a good friend. She says my voice has massive potential, no she wasn't giving the "friend" bit either. It was honest. I am very proud of myself.

Art has slowly been seeping its way back through my fingers. The ability to create with my hands is a bit thrilling. Nothing big yet of course, but the little things are just as big to me. So many ideas are flying around now that my mind is dancing in future projects.

To write or not to write. My writing has been getting a little boost as well. Again, not as much as I would like but yet a start to unlocking those things in my mind that have been couped away for years. One thing that I am doing is using my Flip Mino HD and recording myself when I have something, so as to not forget it. It is working out.

Well that is all for now. Hope to hear from those tiny few who actually read my blog.

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

Things happen in life that you have no control over.

Thought of the Morning

I wish peace could be obtained in our ghettos...

Thought of the Morning

Going to try and pick up my glasses again...see if I get raided along the way!!!

Thought of the Morning

My poor television was pwnd by the swat team!

What a Day!

I don't feel like writing much about the goings on today. In short, five minutes after my Thought of the Morning police raided my house, hit my arm with the butt of a rifle, I have a big ass bruise, pulled some of my hair out, and zip tied the shit out of my wrists as they trashed my home in search of some shit...So begins my vacation...Later!

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

I actually have vacation...and nothing planned!

3 minutes

i have three minutes to get on this mic and get ready to bust/but then what/a straight phobia erupts/corrupts/lost within my minds cusp/dust/damn this shit sucks/feeling like a chinatown duck/hung to no extension/no time for mention/lights on/ready bring it son!

a little spit in three minutes!

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

Who knows what can happen 10 days, one year, or 20 years from now!

Winds Dance

winds blow around me
twisting and turning my insides
beckoning memories
dreams whose time expired
winds bring your presence by me
as you were within reach
caress the winds false embrace
listening to whispers of her voice
slowly the winds die down
drift to another place
leaving me standing
just standing...

-jairo

Mil Pasos

Un paso me voy para siempre
Un paso fuerte
Un paso hacia adelante

Dos pasis, me voy sin mirarte
Tan lejos pisé
Dos pasos ya creo, mucho me parece

Tres pasos creo, mucho me parece...

* Refrain *:
? Y cuando volveras?
Je ne reviendrai pas
? Cuando volveras?
Je suis si loin déjà
? Y cuando volveras ?
Un dia o jamas

? Y cuando volveras ?
J'ai fait le premier pas
? Cuando volveras ?
Surtout ne m'attends pas
? Cuando volveras ?
Un dia o jamas

Quatro pasos quiero recordarme
Quatro pasos ya sé
Tu me quisisté, yo te quisé

Cinco pasos ya sin perderme
Tanto me alejé
Cinco pasos y te perdoné

Seis pasos ya, son casi siete
Contar mas no sé
Mil pasos y mas, me quedo de pié ...

* Refrain *

Un paso, dos pasos, tres pasos, cuatro pasos, cinco pasos...
Mil pasos ...

* Refrain *

Soha-Mil Pasos

I See You!

Two quick videos to post up.

1. From Keg South where we rock out to Queen. Lets watch:




2. Snippet from my Concierge Transformation video:



Enjoy!

-jairo

Thought of the Whenever

You can't see me!

Chats at their Best

10:14:41 AM Jairo Ogando: i love you!
10:14:49 AM Matthew: i love YOU more!
10:15:02 AM Jairo Ogando: *headshot*
10:15:10 AM Matthew: *dies*
10:15:14 AM Jairo Ogando: no one loves you more
10:15:28 AM Jairo Ogando: lol
10:15:42 AM Matthew: dude are you going to play ff14>
10:15:42 AM Matthew: ?
10:15:49 AM Jairo Ogando: maybe
10:15:56 AM Jairo Ogando: i need a system first
10:15:59 AM Matthew: well i hope you do
10:16:01 AM Matthew: oh me too
10:16:03 AM Matthew: but we have time
10:16:12 AM Jairo Ogando: i say we just go stick someone up
10:16:20 AM Matthew: damn good idea!
10:16:20 AM Jairo Ogando: and then ask them out to dinner since we got so close
10:16:32 AM Matthew: and maybe we could go for ice cream after
10:16:47 AM Jairo Ogando: that sounds like the greatest robbery ever
10:16:54 AM Matthew: pretty much
10:17:05 AM Matthew: i mean... we'd get a system, a new friend, and a full belly
10:17:26 AM Jairo Ogando: what else would we need in our lives...other than twilight!!!!
10:17:42 AM Matthew: and possibly a vespa
10:17:44 AM Matthew: i mean srsly
10:20:01 AM Jairo Ogando: indeed
10:20:34 AM Jairo Ogando: i can see us now riding with our robbery victim/best friend holding ice cream on a vespa while reading passages from twilight
10:23:00 AM Jairo Ogando: i think this should be a picture someone draws...
10:23:03 AM Matthew: yeah dude... hair blowing in the wind
10:23:09 AM Jairo Ogando: ha
10:23:13 AM Matthew: in the picture D will be there
10:23:20 AM Matthew: smokin a cigar and enjoying life
10:23:35 AM Jairo Ogando: don't forget his iPod and monocle
10:23:48 AM Matthew: yesssss the monocle!
10:26:13 AM Jairo Ogando: lol

Thought of the Morning

Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be the option

And Here We Go Again!

So, I was just in my old role as concierge today. After lets call it a hiatus of about a year. Still have it, a bit rusty. But, then again who isn't when it comes to going back to a role you've not been in for more than a few months. I was out of my shell and moving about. It felt a bit uplifting really. This will be a good thing for me. Lets see if I can build better communication skills out of this. Small talk and all. I already have dozens of ideas to kind of revamp and re-institutionalize the integrity of the concierge name. Yeah, me! I also recorded peoples commentary on my transition. Most likely by the end of the week I should have a video for the store...maybe I will share it with a few folk out there of non-Apple blood.

After my day I spent a good time passed out from the lack of sleep and sustenance my body has so blatantly been refusing. On the bright side I have lost weight and extended my vocabulary a bit. Trade offs I guess. In my own way of coping with changes I have downloaded a ton of music. French music at that. I am going to pick it up as my forth/fifth language. The sixth? Slovakian! My friend/voice teacher wants to learn and I have taken it upon myself to help her expedite the process by actually having someone else to talk with. Lets see how it goes shall we! I am off for the night. Goodnight and good riddance! Just kidding. As I leave you a little writing from my new tiny molskine I carry around with me:

Step away from the crowd
Slip into thought
Seem popular, but with out you I am not
Pass me what's on the draught
When will it clear of you?
Fall back into the faceless crowd
Congeal with the dark mist of bodies
Face it
I have become one of the faceless in this crowd.

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

I have so many thoughts and so little time to fall in love with all of them!

Last night went out with a few friends to Keg South on US1 and 104. I like the place cause it is pretty much a hole in the wall. If you don't know it, you won't find it. Had a few, yea right a few, drinks. Recorded some video of the occasion which I will edit and put up later. Yesterday I also purchased a Flip Mino HD camcorder. You know those pocket sized camcorders. Yes! I am quite excited about this. The things I'll be able to record in this life of mine. This is all for now.

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

Can't believe today I lose the job I loved the most and go back to Concierge monkey for apple.

Mobile Bits

Maybe for a moment, words are unnecessay. Maybe something better has passed: something understood.

Thought of the Morning

"I want to make you happiest and hurt you the most" I love that line from Common.

Mornings Night

Another day passes by and the wiser you get. Today was filled with bits of hills of emotion. Nothing serious though. I have finally made my peace. Thing go a rye for a reason, which you won't see right away. Given sometime it is made clear. I am happy for my last year. I don't have much to write so here is a song/poem I wrote last October when I was spending my days in a Smith dorm room. Yes it was about her, she has not even seen it. I did however tell her about it once...I was to shy to show her. Now all of you can see it!


enter into a dream or is this reality
i can’t seem to figure out the name of this song
how can it be that the roses died so long
and these dreams that dance are not about me anymore
face it you have been dropped

dropped to another floor in the sky scrapper
dreaming of never will do capers
you are my song
my long lost cause

broken records of puzzle and pesters
never would I have been mayor of this county
the song keeps ringing my heart comes a singing
roses reanimate after death
oh what a beautiful scene

the scene rehearsed the return
hearts can be so worn
wake up my love it’s just a storm
and this is how I can wake!

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

I rather feel hurt, than live dead!

Rough, Rough, Rough, Says Mr.Dog

The last couple of days have been a bit rough. Realizing that this relationship has ended, having to tell the store I was transferring to that it is just not happening, and losing my position in the store for my previous one....which is pretty much a demotion in my eyes.

An hour later: I have some good people to talk with. What was previously written was how I was feeling before I spoke to a good ear and a great mind. Puts things into perspective. I have to stop fighting my pain and embrace it. Then move on! Easier said than done, but it is possible and I know this. I am going to try my best to get better. I am getting...I don't know the word but I just don't feel like writing anymore for them moment...maybe I'll add some more later.

-jairo

Tandem Existentialism Limbo

Nothing was written on Sunday...bad me! My weekend was a great treat. Filled with comic books, 30 second conversation about Miami people and thinking that they are entitled to everything with a publix cashier, speaking on weather on a dark night with an employee at walgreen's. My weekend was one filled with such hope cause of the simple matter of opening conversation with complete strangers. Liberating. Don't get me wrong, I am no great conversation starter, yet, but I am getting comfortable once again with just saying hello and asking a simple question to someone. Joy! Oh don't watch I Love You, Beth Cooper! Movie wasn't so good. Peace!

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

Talking. Such a foreign concept for me, seems like it is not so foreign anymore.

And So It Is Planted

Lately things have been changing in a rapid pace. Things I really have needed to work on are actually being executed. This time around I will not fall into that hole again. Rising out of the soot to be a greater being. Still in love of course. But better from the pain from it.

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

"...the past is yesterday, build from there"

My, Mind, My!

Floating through the stream of conscious I realize myself. Realize where I have been torn apart. Where it started, and what I must fix. My mind is not mush, just out of shape. Slowly it is being injected with purpose, vision, and creativity. My mind use to run on those things. It will again. I must say it's quite hard getting my mind out of the slump it has been in for the last 6-7 years. Quite a bit of time. This is where I stop. Later!

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

It's time to regain my lost confidence!

No Sleep

My body still does not tire. Up for days now. Yes, days! Have to enjoy the thrills of having insomnia. Now a dance interlude!

-jairo

Mobile Bits

Still haven't posted those pictures from my coffee tasting in May!

Thought of the Morning

Things will sort themselves out...

Optimism Is Hard

I have been trying to think optimistic about life. It's hard coming up the way I have. Every time I felt something was good, I also knew right around a corner something bad was waiting. And to be honest there alway was. Optimism, heh! Working on it. I need to believe in it though. If not I feel my bouts of depression are going to take me over once again. I do not want that. I want to hurt sometimes, but not to the extent my depression takes it. So, I will make myself change. Going to be the conversation starter than the man in the corner. I was the person who used to be shy but very willing to step in front of random folks and open small talk. It was amazing. I am going to fall back to those days. That is kind of funny. Falling back to move forward. Yea that is what is!

Only two weeks left, still no apartment in sight. I have someone willing to move with me to Boston now though. This stroke of luck opens up the possiblity of paying cheaper rent and living in a bigger place. I just wish I could have a place already so I wouldn't have to be so stressed. It will come in time. Honestly though...I don't want to move. In the situation I am in I can't stay. Sucks! That is all for now.

-jairo

Shelltastic

Last night I has a wonderful time with some good friends. We spent it having some drinks, and going over books at barnes and noble. Of course I was getting out all my baggage about the current issue going on. I have come to some self-realization. I want to become a better person not only for the one I love, but for myself. A simple book I purchased is Jim Henson's Doodle Dreams. It is an inspirational book that is simply doodles and tiny inspirational quotes. One that touched a cord was "we're all like eggs-fragile and full of possibilities. But unless we come out of our shells, we just stay eggs." I do not want to be in my shell anymore. I want to be scrambled! ^_^ That's all for now.

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

Going to start reading some more

The Day the World Went Silent

So, I am currently single...it hurts. I sat there and did nothing...nothing! She has been avoiding me cause our differences. What hurt us? My shell. Hiding away from the people I love the most as to not seem as a fool. Today I am going to make my peace. I am going to break out of my shell. I am going to confess my love. Let her know how much she means to me, that I am willing to change. I hate saying that. "I can change". I wish their was another group of words I can use. But, I digress. Even if she does not accept me anymore. I must let this be known. I am going to try. I am going to free myself from my own prison.

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

I won't stay quiet anymore

No Thought

Love

Never

Lost

Silence

Words

Denied

Where

Nowhere

Lost

Love

Never...

Never

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

Depression loves to seep in when you actually need it to. You may not realize it but it is a cleanser.

It Creeps...

My head is spinning currently. A twitch that has taken over my eye. No word from the significant other. Just pure torment. Sometimes it seems to be the road I always fall on. This deep rooted depression ensnares me and takes away all breath. Left to fend for myself with not a inch of life left in me. Don't worry, I will be fine. Always am. It is the art of learning to deal with things by yourself. I can't lie, I would love to hear her voice right now...but I am just a nuisance to people. I guess this move will just let people not worry as much about me. More about you my friends, more about you. I am going to stop now.

-jairo

Thought of the Afternoon

...it's silent...

Thought of the Morning

If I left I would not be missed...

What To Do?

Lashing out has its repercussions. Anger causes anger, which in turn causes problems with other parts of your life. I am so mad I am about to break many things...

-jairo

Too Stressed For You

Only a few more weeks left till I am off to Boston. Still no place in sight. I am cutting it close and do not know if I will find a place or not. My eye has been twitching with stress for the past few days. I need to take more deep breaths in my life. Heh! Want to be my roommate dear people? No!? Damn. Maybe I will have a roommate or my own place when the time comes. It might also be the waiting to actually find out if I will have a roommate or my own place to dwell.

So much work this week, with the other ICS out on vacation I am handling everything. I need to be more authoritative when exuding the lead role. I guess my "having fun nature" does not amalgamate well. We'll see if I can make it work somehow.

I have not written anything since what you see below. I don't know if it is just a lack of ideas or the act of overthinking that keeps me, but it is working. I wonder how people can tell stories so flawlessly sometimes. Standing next to someone building a picture effortlessly for someone else to enjoy in the moment. I want to hear more stroies from people. Sitting at a small unknown coffee shop listening, laughing, aligning with the weaver of tales. I need more of that. Hmmm....

I am off good night.

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

I feel as if no one cares.

One Part of A One Part Series of Blog Post

it has been a long while since i have written on my blog. My apologies. Thing have come to fruition during these past months, lets start with my move to Boston.

In a few short weeks I well be a moving out to Boston. My new stomping grounds. I am in a state of worrying. I would first need a place to stay...yes I still haven't found one. Currently searching for a flatmate. Second, going to need a new/used car to get there. My head is spinning with the thought of not being able to get there. I am very excited for this move for it is a new experience that I need at this point of my life. Drastic change brings just that.

Writing and reading have significantly gone down. I will have to add since my significant other is in town I have spent less time reading. Those two poems you see below are the first I have written in a few years. I am so proud of this. May they be crappy I actually wrote something. This is something I can always write about and complain, tell myself I will write more and read more...but don't. I wonder if it is some kind of deep rooted block which some how came to be within the last 7 years. Ah well!

I want to do so much and try to do them in the most advanced way possible. It does not work. For some reason though my mind has to do it that way. I am working on slowing myself down and keeping to basics on just about anything I do. I have started this NOW! lets see where I am about a year from now in a new area with a different state of mind than Miami. I wonder.

Well that is all for now. Hope to yap some more later.

-jairo

Untitiled

nice beat
play it again
feet keep moving
still won't miss a step
sweating away pain
sweating away stress
sweating with you
nothing better
yours eyes stare in mine
the lights dimmed
your body still shimmers
only you and music
only you and music
make my day

-jairo

Untitiled

don't go
look away
dramatic pause
seeing her shadow
can't give in
smaller it gets
darker the skies
nothing anymore
rain drops down
tears mix in
this was really the end.

-jairo

For Your Mind Only

Sorry for the delay in my writings, which really only have been a handle full in the first place. Not a lot of time has been spent online. Most of my days are spent with the girlfriend till midnight or so. Then off to work the next morning. I really need to get better at this writing stuff. So far, it looks like crap to me. Ah, well! I will finish this later...

Thought of the Morning

i'm in serious pain right now...stupid human body!

Thought of the Morning

Things will change. Oh yes! They will change!

Thought of the Morning!

Where will I be in 20 years?

Thought of the Morning!

How easily it is to stop working on a blog. Seriously!

Quick Intermission

Been quite busy lately with the girlfriend and the stores physical inventory here tomorrow. No, I have not forgotten you dear blog. Once my PI is over you will be up-to-date.

Thought of the Morning

Why get a new car, when I can work on my older one?

Thought of the Morning!

Organic vanilla milk is so good!

Thought of a Late Morning

Not going into work on a weekday is sometimes a treat!

Mobile Bits

Yanira is mean!

Thought of the Morning

I want to crawl back into bed

Lets Play Catch-Up

As you know this blog is about the day in the life of my boring ass. I've been trying hard so far to keep up with it. Daily full blogs have been a bit of a challenge from lack of time or just flat out laziness. With that said there is still the side of me that is pushing me to write on here. I used to be an avid journal writer. Think of mounds and mounds of composition book all over the place. Those were the days. Being able to just write about my day, thoughts, short stories, raps, whatever! Trying to reclaim that part of me is the goal. With that said lets get started.

Monday
Nothing big happened yesterday, thought I was really feeling my work cloths. Felt different, even though it is the same thing worn on different occasions of the month. Not much dressing room with work cloths really. After work went out with friends to catch "Next Day Air" screening. Almost missed getting into the movie since the theater was supposedly packed. Good thing I used to work there and know some people and got in. The movie itself was pretty good. I was surprised a bit cause the way the movie is portrayed is as a comedy, which it was but serious and suspenseful. Best described by one of my friends is it's like "Lock, Stock, and Two Smoking Barrels". Very true statement. Now go watch it when it comes out! After the movie a few of us split and got something to eat and chilled in Barnes and Nobles a bit. All and all a pretty good night.

Tuesday (Today)
Today was nothing big either another day at the job, except for the mock interview. Talk about tough. So much to work on so little time to do it in. Oh if I had not mentioned next Friday is my interview for a spot as the ICS in new store opening right outside Boston. Yeah me! Today is also my mother's birthday. Have not seen her today. A year ago today is when I started dating the woman of my life. I am currently getting ready to head out to celebrate Cinco De Mayo. I love holidays where drinking is the major focus. Well I am off for now. I will see if their is more to add to this.

Thought of the Morning

I need to catch up on my reading. Been slacking a bit.

Will be adding in Monday's post with pictures soon!

Over the Weekend

Saturday
What a weekend it was filled with sun burn, and hot sausage. Saturday I spent the day working on my car. Basically what happened was on of the axles had given away taking apart the lug nut screws leaving my five nut to one. Great stuff I know. In that time I as well fixed the issue with the other side of the car which the rack and pinion kept clacking which would make the car shake. Now my car is up and running, but still not aligned so my steering wheel is crooked. After working on the car I started to think of what I should do with her. I could sell her for a decent price, cause even wrecked as Tadakichi is he would still go for a nice price or just fix'em up. Constant battle on what to do.

That same day after getting a nice sun burn on my back I looked in my back yard at a blue unused pool we have. Changed and jumped right in. So refreshing. Brought back young memories of when the pool was like walking. Hours spent daily inside of it swimming by myself, or with friends. While swimming I would be short of breath pretty quick. Man, really I can't swim under water from side to side with out popping out for air right away. I made a vow to start spending at least 30 minutes during the weekend in the pool. This should make for a good work out on top of the normal routine at the rock climbing/gym.

Sunday
Did not get any sleep the night before and had to be into work at 6 in the morning. Something about having to work Sundays always annoys me. Seriously, why doesn't everyone just get Sundays off. Think of the things you can plan with friends and family, BBQ's, heading to the beach, parties, and so on. Oh well what can you do!? Once off from work I headed straight home and jumped into the pool again. Amazing! Let me add that my legs are hurting me but in the good way.

After awhile of swimming looked at myself and wondered whatever happened to my complexion. Never was pale until this whole "dropping of the face of the earth" deal. Seriously! Now my skin is getting nicely browned like it used to be. Beautiful. I almost shed a tear...well not really. Now after the pool time fun I had become a bit hungry. Tried to get in touch with some people to get some dinner but nothing. Until a good friend sent me a text on a meet up at the hidden Keg South on US1 and 104. A nice group of people showed up and drowned ourselves in greasy wings, fries, jalapeno poppers, and I had what could be simply called "The Death Dog". Delicious.

Hours pass and conversation was a flurry. It went from politics to old Nickelodeon shows. Then we called it a night since we all had to work the next day...Monday of course. Weekends like this just bright my days that much more.

Mobile Bits

I just had a coffee tasting. Posting pictures later.

Thought of the Morning

Probably during my lunch I am going to update the "happenings" that have come to fruition as of the past weekend. One more thought...don't chomp down on spicy food before bed...you'll hate yourself in the morning!

Thought of the Morning

I hate going to work on Sundays, especially at 6 in the morning!

Thought of the Morning

Fixing cars is a pain in the ass!!

Another day

Nothing exciting today. Had lunch with a fellow co-worker, which we had a decent conversation about becoming a preacher and the steps to get to that level. I am not a religious person myself. Agnostic. I found it interesting what it takes to become a preacher, priest, rabbi, whatever! That is some dedication.

After lunch spent my time working and planning my escape. I am taking the jump to a secured credit card to help me build up my credit. It's funny how quickly it spiraled out of hand at such a young age. Ever since I have been walking with that burdensome load. Now I can finally stand.

That's all for now!

-jairo

Thought of the Morning

I thinking I am going to start off this blog with "thought of the morning". What is going to set my mood of thinking for the rest of the day. Today is:

I am going to fix my credit score!

Cellphone test

This is a test!

What is it?

It has been quite sometime since i've written here. Matter of fact...I have only written here once. A hope I guess of getting into blogging, which did not pan out right in 06'. This well hopefully change. Now on to it.

In recent weeks I have been in limbo, with work and all that has been bubbling in my mind. I just don't know what to do. I want to run off and stay at the same time. Only possible of course if I was a higher "tax" bracket. Having the love of my life many miles away and to be close to her would be amazing. It would of course be harder to make some kind of nestling area with not much fund running in. Work would completely saturate my life with the struggling artist feel...minus the artist. What to do what to do? Just some thoughts...

-jairo