Great Question!

Went over to a friends tonight. We started talking about where we thought we would be at this age? I looked at him and told him honestly...I've always thought I would be dead. In a way it has hampered me. Walking around with this big death wish, while not really wishing it. Now, things are really going to change. Life needs to be lived and now at this age I am going to be whatever I am supposed to be...a bad musician!!!!! heeheehee!